And then I was gone, off into the Cosmos. I still don’t have language to describe what happened next but what I thought had been thirty minutes turned out to be almost four hours. I left and went to a place where Carmelle didn’t exist, her personality, or her ego. A place of infinite oneness with no perception of self, time or space. No thoughts, emotions or judgements. A place of absolute freedom and sheer bliss. I was home.